Sometimes friends suck. It's just a fact of life. People suck sometimes. I know I suck sometimes. Mostly when I'm on my period. I know girls get pissed when people blame them being bitchy on their PMS, but I totally accept it. My period makes me SUCH a brat, and I cry and only want to eat donuts. And I really suck for like, 3 days. ANYWAYS. So Sometimes friends suck, and that's no excuse to suck right back at them. I've always seen friendship as a sort of teeter totter, while one friend is sucking, it's the other friends job to not suck and then when they need to be awful, then you step up and are a good friend for them. (I cant' stop using the word "sucks").
So I deleted someone's number from my phone. And I keep on trying to text them and then I remember that I can't. But I think it's a good thing. It's been making me kind of sad to not have that person in my life anymore, but everyone else seems to think this was long overdue. So maybe I just have to deal with it being hard and eventually I'll recover. But right now, all I want to do is sit on my driveway with him and cuddle up while we listen to Justin Bieber. And that my friends, is why you delete a number. For times such as this when you're feeling weak and will talk yourself into it being okay to hang out with a total douche bag.
Just so you know, my roommate calls you Beavis because of your STUPID tattoo. (But I kind of think your stupid tattoos are hot). Whatever.
And finally. To end this post that makes NO sense and has nothing to do with anything. My dad keeps making me cry. Not on purpose or anything. And it's not like he says anything mean, I just keep crying. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm trying to figure it out though. There's gotta be something to it. I think someone's drugging me.
AND FINALLY. (For real this time). I'd like to end this post with a picture of the Hemsworth brothers. Because they're hot and this is perfect and I want to marry them all.
xoxo Gossip Girl
